Breaking Point

Pastor Sarah Jakes Roberts travels to Tampa, FL to speak at Trinity Church at their Girlfriends Conference and delivers a powerful message entitled, “Breaking Point.”

Today…….I am asking all my prayer warriors to say a prayer that may help others. So many people are hurting right now. Many are struggling with finances and need jobs. Some are facing foreclosure and don’t even know how they are going to make it from week to week.. Many are lonely. . Many are heartbroken. .

Many are facing sickness and health is fading. . Some are dealing with difficult family members. Many have lost HOPE.. Tonight, let us put our prayers and faith together decree and declare breakthrough over our families. Financial miracles WILL take place. Jobs WILL be found. Our Bodies WILL be made whole & sickness WILL flee. Marriages and relationships WILL be restored. Family members WILL find Jesus. Heartbreaks WILL be healed. JOY WILL be restored and HOPE WILL be found. In Jesus Name. Amen!!!!!! Keep God First……. #boomchallenge

I’ve got a message, I’ve been praying and I’ve been asking God what he wants me to say.
And I believe I have a message for you all.
I’m gonna be speaking from first Samuel chapter one, verse four through 11.
I pay someone to do that in every city.
I go to, I got you a girl. I got you after service. Half.
Now, then half after she accomplishes that task, I don’t know what the custom is here.
But um at our church, we stand for the reading of the word. I dare not make myself totally comfortable.
But if you would indulge me for just a moment. First Samuel chapter one verse four through 11.
And my text begins, it says, and whenever the time came for to make an offering, he would give portions to his wife and to all her sons and daughters.
But to Hannah, he would give a double portion for he loved Hannah.
Although the Lord had closed her womb and her rival also provoked her severely to make her miserable because the Lord had closed her womb.
So it was year by year when she went up to the house of the Lord that she provoked her.
Therefore, she wept and did not eat.
Then Elna said, her husband said to her, Hannah, why do you weep? Why do you not eat?
And why is your heart grieved? Am I not better to you than 10 sons?
So Hannah arose after they had finished eating and drinking and Shilo.
Now Eli, the priest was sitting on the seat by the door post of the Tabernacle of the Lord.
And she was in bitterness of soul and prayed to the Lord and wept in anguish.
Then she made a vow and said, oh Lord of hosts, if you will indeed look on the affliction of your maid servant and remember me and not forget your maid servant, but will give your maid servant and male child.
Then I will give him to the Lord all the days of his life and no razor shall come upon his head.
God, we invite you to just invade this room.
There’s nothing like being in your presence in your presence.
Our insecurities are not just revealed, they’re healed and your presence, generational curses are not just broken, generational blessings become our inheritance.
God in your presence. We remember we have a crown and that our scars didn’t kill us.
And so God, I’m asking that this would be a moment where your glory manifest in this place that you would look into the hearts of every woman represented in this room, God and that you would pull out the gifts and the anointing that you have placed down on the inside of her.
God, let there be overflow in this place.
Let anointing break out like never before, let he break out like never before.
Let there be restoration and redemption like never before.
And while you’re at it, God, let some strongholds come down because we didn’t come here to play games.
We came here to change the world.
And so God, if you speak a word in this room, we believe that we can do just that.
So we give you full reign. God ask for me. No nerves, no fear, no insecurity.
Just your anointing your power standing tall on the inside of me in Jesus name. Amen.
Y’all can sit down now because I know your feet hurt.
I was um my husband and I got in last night when we got to the hotel and you know, from L A to Miami is about a 4.5 hour flight.
So I got up uh before we got on the plane and I went and worked out because I’m trying to do the right thing in 2019.
And uh I went and worked out. I hadn’t packed, I packed and I was just struggling.
When we got on the plane, I fell asleep and I had every intention once we got to the hotel of just like passing out.
And so we had a great dinner.
We got up to the room and let me tell you my process, ladies.
Um I have to take this wig off because I don’t sleep in this wig.
It’s a Brazilian somewhere that gave me this wig and I don’t, I want her to know her sacrifice was not in vain.
So I take off my wig. Praise the Lord.
And um then I go through my facial routine, right?
Because God wants my skin to thrive in this season.
And once a month tries to come from my pores and I don’t let him have his way.
So I went through my skin routine and I put some little dots on my face and I put my bonnet on and I put on my shorts, honey, and I put on my t-shirt and I looked in the mirror and I thought, wow, they want you to speak about being in air tomorrow.
Not sure how you are gonna pull that off.
Because if I’m honest, like I don’t always like, feel like an heir.
You know, sometimes I feel just raggedy, it’s like have put together.
Sometimes I don’t always feel, feel fearfully and wonderfully made.
I just kind of feel like I’m just making it day by day.
And so as I was studying and praying, I, I asked myself, well, when do you feel like an heir?
Like when is that moment for you personally where you feel like you are a part of a royal priesthood?
And it dawned on me that I really don’t feel like an heir when I’m in my day to day routine.
I feel like an air when like my back is against the wall.
And I’ve had just that last straw where I have decided that I don’t have to take that anymore.
Like I start to feel like an heir when I get forced into my prayer closet, I start to feel like an heir when I start thinking to myself, wait a minute, I’ve been in this rut for too long and this is not where I’m supposed to be.
There is an inheritance attached to my name.
Have you ever had to talk yourself out of a rut and remind yourself that I’ve been in a better situation than this.
And so I have to wheel myself to get back there. That’s when I begin to feel like an heir.
And so if you guys are taking notes, the subject for my message is the breaking point.
The breaking point, I realize that part of what keeps so many of us from feeling like an air is that we just have so much weight on us.
You know, the kids start acting up, people leave us when we never thought they’d leave us.
We got the promotion, but we don’t have the support. We need to really be successful in the job.
When life starts throwing weight at you. It’s hard to remember that you’re in air going through a divorce.
I’m in air but I got pregnant as a teenager. I’m in air, but I feel so lonely.
I’m in air. But I’ve got this depression. How is it that I’m supposed to feel like an heir?
24 7. But when in reality, every time I turn around, there’s something trying to knock the crown off my head.
And I realized that that weight that is thrown at us is not to keep us from being in air, but it’s meant to create this breaking point moment where we begin to take the weight that life has thrown at us and throw it back at life.
I’m gonna break it down.
There comes this moment for all of us, no matter what we’ve gone through and no matter what we’ve been exposed to and what we’ve experienced where we decide that’s the last thing you’re gonna throw at me.
I get to this breaking point and I decide that God, you promised me that all things were gonna work together for my good and this doesn’t look like it’s working together.
So I make a demand the word and the promise that has been hovering over my head since you brought me into this world.
God, I gotta see hope in this God, I gotta see faith in this.
I make a demand on my situation to come into alignment with what God said.
You can’t have my mind any longer. You can’t have my hope any longer. I’m at my breaking point.
You didn’t just register for a conference. You didn’t just take off time from work.
You didn’t just make arrangements for the kids so that you could come in here and have someone entertain you.
You came in here because when I get to my breaking point I need something to throw back at life.
When it gets to throwing things at me. There’s some women in this room who are weighty.
Yeah, you’re weightier than you think you are because you think that the fact that life got a lick in on you means that you are a lightweight.
But the fact that it didn’t knock you out means that you’re actually a heavyweight.
And I came here because I want to coach you a little bit because I’m crazy enough to believe that if we would take the stones, that life is thrown at us and realize that they were really meant to knock some giants down that we would start talking to our Children differently and we would start coming in the church differently because I realized the stones didn’t kill me.
They actually provided a weapon for me to throw something back at life.
That’s why it doesn’t hurt me when people walk away from me any longer.
Because I have some things thrown at me in my life.
That’s why it doesn’t phase me when I’m leaving paycheck to paycheck because I’ve seen God come through in the midnight hour.
There’s just something that you get when you’ve had life, throw some things at you.
When you come out on the other side, you learn something about yourself. You learn something about who God is.
You learn that if I get to call in on the name of Jesus and I start lifting my hands in worship that I can create an atmosphere for miracles to happen.
I learn how to throw my weight around. This is what I’m saying.
I learned how to throw my weight around.
I learned to not just cry and sit back and act like he doesn’t have resurrecting power.
I learned to throw my weight around.
I learned that I didn’t just have to sit back and watch the kids go crazy that I could start prophesying over dry bones.
I learned how to throw my weight around. I started the business plan.
I didn’t have the money but I started throwing my weight around because God didn’t just keep me here so that I could just exist and have this routine little life.
And so part of the reason why I chose Hannah in this text is because Hannah is about to get to her breaking point.
I was looking at this text differently and it’s not a unique story.
We’ve heard it over and over again.
But there was something about the way that I was reading it with you and mine that made me believe that there are some in this room.
So in order to set this up properly, we have to recognize that Hannah is at a conference every year.
Her and her family go up to make sacrifices and offerings. This is a part of their routine.
It’s a celebration and she gets to be surrounded by people who are excited and surrounded by people who are happy.
But yet there’s bitterness down on the inside of her, which I know is very unique to people in this room because none of us would ever register for a conference but still have bitterness down on the inside of our soul.
None of us would just continue coming to church but still have this bitterness down on the inside of our soul.
Hannah is at this conference and everyone is festive and everyone is celebrating, but she’s got this secret.
And I realize that part of the reason why she is in trouble is because there is this environment that provokes her insecurity.
Lord help me, you see, she doesn’t feel this uh provocation all the time.
It’s just something about when she gets to this place where she is provoked.
And I wondered why is it something about this place that just provokes her more than when she’s living day to day looking at this woman with her miracle.
But I realized that the closer she got to the area where she could have breakthrough that the woman provokes her even more.
You see, because it would be in this location where she finally released the bitterness and started crying out to God.
But before she could get to that point, she had to be provoked.
Sometimes we like to blame things on the enemy, but sometimes God provokes us and provokes us until we open up my mouth and finally say, I’ve reached my breaking point.
I’ve had enough of playing the same old song over and over again in my head and I’m tired of being envious of what I should be celebrating because I didn’t get a chance to have it.
I’m tired of it. Yeah. She’s being provoked.
There’s something in the text that stood out to me over and over it says that uh that the Lord closed her womb.
It wasn’t just that she was barren for some reason, the Lord close to home.
Why, why would God keep her from producing in the area she wants to produce?
Why is it that everyone else got to be married?
Everyone else got to go to school, everyone else got to live out their dream.
But for some reason I’m barren in this one area I can’t produce. Why God have you closed my womb.
And so I realized that part of the reason why God closed Hannah’s womb is because he was trying to get her to open her mouth.
You got it right.
Sometimes God clothes as I want so that we can open our mouth.
Mm Yeah, because there are so many of us that could be content pretending like we don’t care whether or not our room is closed or not.
There are so many of us who could just be content acting like we don’t want it anymore.
I don’t even wanna produce in that area anymore.
But for some reason, Hannah has this thing that keeps provoking her that keeps reminding her that you still want it, that you still wanna bear seed that you still wanna produce.
You still wanna write the book, you still wanna start the business and I know you tried to give up on it because you couldn’t produce it the way that you wanted to.
But I hear God saying, I don’t know who you are that I didn’t close your womb permanently, I just closed your womb until you could learn how to open up your mouth so that you wouldn’t start producing and think that you did it all on your own.
Some people can win in that area without me.
But you baby girl, you have to open up your mouth because the thing that I wanna do with you, we gotta be in partnership with and I don’t want there to be any doubt that anyone did it but me and you.
So until you open your mouth, your womb is gonna be closed.
But if I just had two or three crazy women who didn’t mind opening up their mouth in this space and saying God is me, it’s me.
Oh Lord. And I’m standing in the need of prayer. I need my child to be saved.
I need my mother to know the Lord. I need addiction to get off of me.
I need depression to let me go. My womb bed may be closed, but my mouth is gonna be open.
That’s better than you clapping.
Because if you realize that’s your worship and that’s your praise and that your prayer could tip the scales in the other direction.
You would stop sitting there looking cute and start opening up your mouth and making hell nervous.
I’m gonna need a little heat in the microphone.
I’m gonna need a little bit more heat in the microphone because I’m gonna break something in this room.
I’m gonna need a little more heat in this room because I plan on opening up some wombs.
I came from Los Angeles, California to be somebody’s midwife to teach you how to open up your mouth, just your mouth, that mouth that has seen everything and done everything but is still here to proclaim the work of the Lord.
I came to open up somebody’s mouth in this room because the only thing keeping you from your miracle is your silence.
But I hear God saying if you would open up your mouth, hello, hurry up.
He’s great. It’s in your mouth. It’s in your mouth.
The power of life and death is in your mouth.
It’s in your mouth, it’s in your mouth, it’s in your mouth. You think it’s at the bank?
It’s not at the bank, it’s in your mouth. You think it’s in your marriage?
It’s not in your marriage, it’s in your mouth. You think it’s at the school?
It’s not at the school, it’s in your mouth. What are you gonna prophesy over your own life?
It’s in your mouth. It’s in your mouth. It’s in your mouth. It’s not even in your womb.
It’s not time to hit your womb yet.
It’s time to hit your mouth because if it comes out of your mouth, that means it’s down in your heart and when it’s down in your heart, then God can do something with it.
Yeah.
Thanks. Closed mouths.
So’s mouths.
Don’t get fed and you sitting there starving because you won’t open your mouth.
I want to get off that point, but I feel like there’s a stronghold that needs to come down out of this room and it’s hovering in somebody’s mouth and somebody’s afraid to speak it because they don’t want to be disappointed.
But you’re disappointed anyway. So you might as well go ahead and open up your mouth and give God some glory in this place.
You might as well go ahead and open up your mouth and start walking on water.
You might as well start speaking over your situation. I don’t speak from where I am.
I speak from where I’m headed my child’s gonna be saved.
My husband’s gonna know the Lord. My finances are gonna be overflowing. I’m gonna be a giver.
I’m not gonna be a beggar. I’m gonna be a giver. My mind is gonna be saved.
Depression is gonna have to let me go. I’m speaking some things over in this room.
I want to give you 10 seconds to speak something over your life.
My joy is coming back. My hope is coming back.
My faith is on the way. How do I know? I just opened up my mouth.
I just opened up my mouth and I hear hell is getting nervous because I opened up my mouth.
As long as I wasn’t saying anything, then he had something to work with but I fight the enemy with what I speak.
Yeah.
Sometimes you gotta let it marinate a little bit because you’ve been thinking and speaking one way for a long time and if this thing doesn’t get down in your spirit, then it could be uprooted by your patterns and by your history.
But when you take a minute and let it get deep down in your soul, I want you to get so deep down my soul that the divorce doesn’t hurt me anymore.
So deep down in my soul that I’m not ashamed of the teen pregnancy anymore.
God, I wanna open up this womb.
God, that life tried to close down and I can’t do it unless that word gets deep down on the inside of me because there’s generational blessings connected to my mouth.
God, I feel this.
Somebody’s passing on pain because they haven’t opened up their mouth, passing on insecurities to sisters and Children because they haven’t opened up their mouth and because you won’t teach her how to talk to that devil, that devil’s talking to her because you won’t teach her how to talk to that broken heart, how to talk to that addiction, how to take care of your business.
God style. That thing is taking rain. Y’all sit down. We just talking.
I just OK.
So Hannah has come up to the Tabernacle and the place that marks the spot where she is supposed to meet God and year after year, that’s what my text says that she comes up to this place year after year, but she never ever has a moment where she confronts God about what she feels he failed to do in her life.
So her and God have this relationship where she plays her part and she shows up for him, but she never confronts God about her closed womb year after year, you would have thought that at some point she would have had a confrontation with God.
And I know that doesn’t sound like like right to have a confrontation with God, but sometimes you need a confrontation with God so you don’t have distance with God.
Um I’m glad there’s we got beef.
We can’t believe you took my mother from me.
I can’t believe that I’m the one struggling when I used to have it all together.
I can’t believe that it’s me. I’m the one in need. I, I need to talk to you. God.
I can’t just keep coming to church and acting like I’m ok.
I need to talk to you about some things that haven’t gone right year after year after year.
She has come to this spot where she is supposed to meet God, but she does not meet God.
He just is there. And so part of the reason why we must open up our mouth.
Part of the reason why that breaking point is necessary is because that breaking point allows us to breathe what’s down in our heart.
My text says in Samuel that she was, she had bitterness of soul.
She’s got some bitterness down on the inside of her.
And if we are gonna be in a relationship with God, we cannot just give him our praise.
We also have to give him our worship.
And the way that we give him, our worship is not just lifting our hands and singing our song, but it’s also offering him our bitterness and offering him my pain because I need my pain to be exposed to the anointing that is only produced in worship.
Because if I can get my pain in the presence of God, then I could walk away with purpose.
If I could get my bitterness in the presence of God, then I can walk away with clarity.
But as long as we have this off limits relationship where I don’t talk about the way that you disappointed me and I don’t talk about the way that you let me down.
Then I have become religious because I’m not really in relationship with you.
And part of the reason why we cannot be in relationship is because we are still penalizing him for what we think he didn’t do that.
He was supposed to. And so because I asked you to do something because I thought that you would protect me because I thought that something like this would never happen to me.
I feel like I can no longer be vulnerable with God anymore because when I put myself out there, it hurt too bad and I got wounded.
But Hannah is at her breaking point, nudge your neighbor and say I’m at my breaking point.
I’m off my breaking point. I’m at my breaking point. I’m at my breaking point.
This is how I know that Hannah was at her breaking point because the second thing that she did after she realized that she was being provoked by Penna is she broke away from there.
It’s when, you know, it’s when you know you about had it can be a little, I don’t know if I can be ratchet yet.
I’ll wait until next year’s. You see, I just invited myself to next year’s conference so raggedy.
That’s how, you know, I’m the cousin now, honey. I see y’all next year. Who bring the potato salad? Ok.
Listen, Hannah breaks away from the celebration.
She, she broke away from, they, she broke away from that, which could distract her from her pain.
She broke away from that. Oh, I feel that for somebody.
She broke away from that, which could distract her from her bitterness.
She broke away from praying for other people more than she prayed for herself. She broke away.
Oh I feel that for somebody.
When you really get to your breaking point, you won’t wanna be distracted any longer.
You wanna get alone in a room with you and your Brokenness so that I can produce some healing.
People will start saying you’re acting funny. No, I’m not acting funny. I’m working on me.
I’m trying to get my life together.
I, I had to break away from day because they were making me feel like I was ok when I wasn’t because they were making me feel like I could celebrate when I really couldn’t.
I had to break away from day. I’m at a women’s conference on a Saturday night.
Do y’all know where I used to be on a Saturday night?
I had to break away from day though because they wouldn’t let me get home and they wouldn’t let me call out for God and they kept me from my miracle.
I broke away from day. I gotta break away.
I gotta break away from day. I gotta break away from everything that’s distracting me from calling on God.
I gotta break away from everything that’s distracting me from starting the business of 2019. You looking for me?
I’m working on me, baby. I had to break away from day. I had to break away from day.
I had to break away from the toxic relationship.
I had to break away from everything that made me put myself on clearance.
I had to break away from there. Why did I break away?
Because I needed to get face to face with God. I needed to know.
Why is it me that you kept alive? I need to know why is it me?
Who had to go through what I went through and I couldn’t do it as long as I was being everything to everybody for the first time in my life.
I wanna be something for me. I wanna figure out what’s done on the inside of me.
I wanna figure out what my anointing is. I wanna figure out what my gift is.
I’m breaking out. I’m breaking out.
I’m breaking out. I don’t run in the same circle anymore. I’m running to God. I’m breaking out.
I’m breaking out. I feel that prophetically for somebody. You’ve been wondering what your theme is for 2019.
And I hear God saying that you’re breaking out from everything that you used to know so that you can have an encounter with who God says you are.
I’m breaking out like never before, I’m breaking out until everything in me comes out of me.
I’m breaking out, I’m breaking out.
I just keep hearing that over and over again. I’m breaking out. I’m breaking out of it.
I’m breaking out of depression. I’m breaking out of this toxic relationship. I’m breaking out of this toxic friendship.
I’m breaking out of this mode that everybody else wants me to be so far that I don’t even know who I am.
I’m breaking out of it. Hello? I gotta find my lane.
I gotta find my car. I gotta find my purpose. I was made in air.
That means there’s a kingdom somewhere that has my name on it and I’m gonna find where that kingdom is.
Can get out. Yeah.
It, your time.
This, it’s your time, sis, it’s your time, sis, get your heart together, get your mind together.
Getting those things that are behind sis. It’s your time. It’s your time. It’s your time. It’s your time.
Not in no cute church way but because you’re gonna roll up your sleeves and start doing the work.
I reached my breaking point. I can’t be this way no longer. I can’t think this way no longer.
I’m tired of it. Fuck me.
That’s good.
I’m just looking at the spirit of heaviness coming up off of our sisters.
Do you know what could happen if we all reached our breaking point?
Do you know what we could do in this world if we all restart breaking point?
Do you know what we could do to the criminal justice system? If we all restart breaking point?
Do you know what we could do to homelessness if we all restart breaking point?
Do you know what we could do to depression and mental health?
If we all start breaking point, you’ve been waiting on God. God been waiting on you.
God was in the same spot for Hannah year after year after year, but it was on her to reach her breaking point.
And I wish I had about two or three crazy women who said enough is enough is enough is enough.
This curse ends with me.
Oh I feel the presence of God in this place. This mindset ends with me. No more divorces.
No more teen pregnancies, no more addiction. It’s gonna end.
I reached my breaking point.
I reached my breaking point. I’m ready to birth something for real.
I’m ready to do something that changes this world for real.
I’m gonna tell you my last point because you’re already stand in Hannah finally goes into the temple.
Mm And she begins to pour out her bitterness.
She didn’t just praise her way through. She started with where she was.
And then my text it says very, very quickly. You can keep standing in my text.
She pours out her bitterness. And then she says, she says to the Lord, she says, oh Lord of hosts, if you will indeed look on the affliction of your maid servant and remember me and not forget your maid servant, but will give your maid servant a male child.
Then I will give him to the Lord all the days of his life.
She says, Lord, take my sorrow and turn it into seed.
And if you turn my sorrow into seed, I’ll give the fruit of it back to you.
Maybe God waited to open her womb because she wanted a baby for her sake.
She wanted a baby to prove to other people that she could have one.
But when she started desiring to have a baby so that she could give it back to God, then God could trust her with seed.
And the problem that girls like us, me and Hannah.
And maybe you have is that when we’ve had sorrow, we want our sorrow to end so that we can prove everyone that we made it to the other side.
But God is not interested in our ego. He doesn’t care about our pride.
He, he doesn’t operate in that.
You want me to take your sorrow and turn it into seed.
And I, God wants to know what am I gonna get back for how I change your life?
And I made a promise to God when I was in the middle of one of the most toxic seasons of my life.
When I reached my breaking point, I said, God, if you would just help me to make peace with who I’ve been, then I promise I’ll help every woman I can, I touch every woman I can in any way that you want me to.
I didn’t ask God for a platform. I didn’t ask him if I could be a preacher.
I didn’t ask him for social media influence.
I said, God, I will help any woman to keep her from going through what I went through.
God, take my sorrow and turn it into seed.
And when I did that, all of a sudden, these women from all over these crazy, beautiful, scarred imperfectly perfect women said, she’s me.
That’s, that’s me up there. And I just wonder how many lives are attached to your sorrow.
But because you haven’t poured it out and ask God to turn it into seed.
You’ve just been angry with him. You’ve just been frustrated with Him.
You’ve just given up on his ability to transform.
And so you don’t know that there is a woman that there is a life that there is an organization that there is an idea in the middle of that sorrow that this world so desperately needs.
And if you are in this place, I do not count it as coincidence.
I have never preached about Hannah before.
I’ve never seen this text this way where a woman had reached her breaking point and was ready to turn her sorrow into seed.
But I believe that I am in the right place at the right time.
And I recognize that this altar call is not gonna be for everyone.
But there is a woman in this place who has so much sorrow down on the inside of her that even daring to have faith feels like pain.
And there is a woman in this room whose womb has been closed for so long that she’s not even sure that she believes it can be open.
And I am here to tell you, you don’t have to believe that it can be open.
You just have to open up your mouth and say it hurt me.
You just have to open up your mouth and say there’s bitterness down on the inside of me.
If you are in this place and you know, without a shadow of a doubt, I need to have a, a confrontation with God.
I need to have a hand a moment where I pour out my bitterness so that he can turn my sorrow into seed.
I want you to get as close as you can to this altar.
I want you to get as close as you can, their sorrow down on the inside of me.
Nobody even knows fully all of the things that I’ve gone through.
But sometimes I have these memories of what hurt me and what broke me and what tried to shake me and I’m ready to get this sorrow out of me.
I’m, I’m tired of breathing in the poison of my past.
I’m ready to get some healing down on the inside of me. I’ve reached my breaking point.
I’m too young to be feeling like this.
I’m too old to be feeling like this broken little girl whose daddy wouldn’t stop touching her.
I got some sorrow down on the inside of me.
And if I don’t confront this thing, it’s gonna take me out span the house.
Get as close as you can.
I love altar calls because there’s something about walking away from the place I was standing and responding to what God has done down on the inside of me.
There’s something about opening up my heart and saying God, it was me. You were talking to.
I wish I had some worshipers who could help me usher in the presence of God.
I wish I had some people in this room. Help me create an atmosphere. Need soil.
Ladies ca seed is going in the ground. We need water. Ladies ca seed is going in.
The Bobby sorrow was turned into this morning and the joy His pain.
I just want you to lift up your voice.
I just want you to lift up your voice.
I just want you to begin to share with God how you’ve been feeling and how you’ve been hurting and how you’ve been broken.
I want you to be honest with God, that, that thing that I said I was ok with that thing actually hurt me.
That thing that I’ve been trying to move away from God. It really got a hold of me.
I just want you to open up your mouth and to have a confrontation. God, how could it be me?
Who has cancer? How could it be me? Who doesn’t have the me whose husband like God?
I just wanna open up my mouth and have a confrontation because wherever you pour out sorrow, God is gonna give seed, wherever you pour out pain.
God is gonna give purpose. God. Why was it me? Who went through the teen pregnancy?
Why was it me that went through years?
That confrontation with you place you to do some radical transformation down on the inside of me go, you are alive and well, God, you’re still doing miracles, God, you’re still raising people from the dead, you’re still taking broken pieces and making it masterpieces, God, you’re still doing miracles.
God, you’re still breaking chains. God just still pulling down strongholds.
It didn’t end when Jesus got on the cross, it just started perpetuating and that same Jesus from the cross has just me through it.
Touch every sister represented in this room as a hutch and heartbroken is the wherever there’s a heart God place the crown God only, you know the things that these women have gone through.
God. You are the only one who knows where their womb has been closed.
And yet you sent this word because you know that each and every last one of us needs.
And so God, the first thing we do is we ask for forgiveness because we have been holding you hostage in our life.
We could not believe that you can make this work together for our good God.
We reached our breaking point on a Saturday night and we say God, if you are still in the business of doing miracles, if you are still in the business of making all things work together by my sister, pass by my doorstep.
I want you to invade every part of me, every broken peace, every hurting.
If you Jesus, they and we proclaim that if you turn this sorrow into seed, that we will work of our hands to everything you’re doing in this earth, in air.
I’m gonna be a part of the right kingdom, position, kingdom, the direction of darkness through the darkness.
One baby, I went through hell.
So seal this word, seal it guy.
So my insecurities can’t take it so my fears can’t strip it away.
So temptation can’t take it away from me. God, let this be a life changing moment.
Let it be a mind changing moment.
So that when I go back into my sphere, now go back into my world that I’m going back arms with my promise and armed with my seed.
Repeat after me. Heavenly Father. Thank you for this word. I receive it.
I believe it, activator every area, my life, false version who I am my crown position.
Authorities. Yes, you say chance.